Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Anatomy of Daily Prayer
I just published a short PDF paper called “Anatomy of Daily Prayer”. This short, yet extremely powerful paper provides the reader with a structured systematic way to approach their daily prayers. Many books have been written on the subject; however, they are lengthy and way too detailed for the non-theologian to easily digest. This document explains the fundamentals of effective prayer, with detailed structures which make up a complete praying methodology. It includes a sample prayer, with fill-in-the-blanks sections for you to customize your communication with God to enable a fruitful and successful life. This may very well change your life!
You can find it here:
http://stores.lulu.com/store.php?fAcctID=914611
Or download it from here:
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/19826924/Anatomy_of_Daily_Prayer.pdf
I hope this brings blessings to you, please forward to anyone else you desire.
Thank you for your support.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Philippine Independence Day - Carson Demo

I was honored this year by my original Sensei, Emmanuel Salomon, who asked me to bring my Gosikido School and open up the show with a demonstration. Sensei Salomon is one of the head coordinators of the event and he wanted the audience to get a little taste of different types of Martial Arts which are part of Gosikido. It was also a great opportunity to reunite Sensei Roger (right on the picture), who was one Sensei Salomon's original students and one of my mentors. So, we got the boys together and put on a show for the crowed. First, I did a Kali, Lima Lama, and Aikido demo with Humberto Ochoa.
Then Carlos Valdez did a very good brick braking demonstration. It was a bit surreal having both Sensei Salomon and Sensei Roger watching me demo. You have to understand that no matter how many years go by, how many styles of Martial Arts I learn, or what rank I earn, Sensei is still my teacher. He is the one that forged who I am in the Martial Arts. I still remember that September fall semester at Banning High School, when I joined the Karate class being taught twice per week by Sensei Salomon. At the time he was teaching primarily Shotokan, but also taught us Lima Lama, Kali, and Goju. When I joined
Sensei Roger was already there, a senior belt under him. He also taught me a lot, although he was the class clown - but never underestimate his power, speed, and technique.
As Sensei Salomon joined the Army and had to leave for long stretches of time, Sensei Roger was always there to look after me, guide me, push me, and challenge me - I will always thank him and honor him for this, and I'm glad this generation of my students had a chance to meet them both. The demonstrations went very well, at least the brick braking was executed with good focus, Chi, and technique - which is what I always strive for. Carlos has been working very hard on improving his technique. Julio (brick braking champion), who was also there with us was also impressed with the braked and called Carlos a "Braker" - a term that must be earned, and reserved for a special class of Martial Artist. My thanks go out to my Sensei for allowing us to share what we're about!
Monday, May 26, 2008
At Half a Century
My teachings have shown me that knowledge is not enough, for it is the application of knowledge over time that gives us wisdom. Many old sayings were told to me by my parents and teachers, without meaning or understanding at times, just to become clearer many years later. Now I find myself saying them to my children and students, and as I say them I’m cognisant of the fact that they may be too young to understand. But as the old cliché says . . . plant the seed now. Many things the late Grand Master Tejero would say to me while we were drinking coffee are just now unfolding in my mind (many years after his death), as I become more and more enlightened. At least I had the foresight to capture every word he said and store it away for future use – I understood then that my time with him was short.
Just like every time I read the bible, even the same verse many times, God reveals something different, I guess he knows when we are ready to receive. I know for sure that some times I have no comprehension of what God is doing in my life, to me, or for me. Only my faith in Him and His word carries me through some days. I believe in His promises, specially the one where. . .”He will not leave us or forsake us”. If I would not believe that, I would not be able to handle some of the trials and tribulations I’ve suffered in my life. Sometimes we are so self-centred that we miss God’s Universal truths and divine plan. The cards we are dealt may not be for us, but rather, to show others love, compassion, honesty, humility, and all of those wonderful things. Hence, we are merely participants in this tangle web we live in.
Although my faith is very strong and uncompromising, as a human I some times question God’s motives – it’s O.K., I have that kind of open relationship with my living God. I have a very long list of questions for him once I’m in heaven at his feet. There are some things that I just can’t understand, things that have crushed my heart to the point of irreversible damage some times. Some people have hurt me so bad that my tears are of blood, by heart is heavy, and my soul is fractured – crying in the darkness, from such a deep place that no sound come out. Over the years, I too have hurt others, and done some things that I can’t erase or take back. Sometimes I wake up at night and wished that they never happened, but they did, and my saving thought is the pure mercy and grace of God. Most things I’ve learned to deal with one way or another, it’s what has defined me over the years and forged my character. I can frankly say that only two things have gotten me through it all, my faith in God through his word, and my Martial Arts teachings.
However, the only thing that still burdens my heart are my children. I constantly worry about them and pray for them every day. The thought of my failures affecting their lives is overwhelming. Although I will go to my grave knowing that I did my best, and had all of the best intensions for their lives. The questions will always be, was it enough, could I have done more? You can debate that for a while. It has been said that Jesus Christ did not die on the cross due to the thorns on his head or the iron rods through his hands and feet, nor the spear through his side, but rather through his broken heart from all of his children. I now understand. I pray my children will find true happiness in live, fulfil their dreams, and most importantly find God’s salvation plan – and know that I love them without limits or reservations.
Looking on a brighter note, I still have the second half of a century to grow, learn, become wiser, and fulfil Gods plan for me on earth. I trust that all whom I love will be taken care of by God; I pray that He sends His powerful angels to protect them, His Blood to heal them, and His Holy Spirit to dwell within them.
Friday, February 01, 2008
GOSIKIDO Creed
As a Martial Arts warrior practicing his craft.
I will put forth absolute respect and dedication towards my studies.
I will honor and respect my teacher and his teachers before him,
Bringing dignity to my Martial Arts lineage.
I enter the Gosikido family with humbleness,
Putting other’s needs before mine.
To serve is the highest honor; to give of one self is truth.
My strength comes from unity, my weakness is within.
My only enemy is myself; my power comes from God, my family, friends, and my Gosikido family.
I enter the world with empty hands,
My faith and my wisdom are my weapons.
I will pursue excellence in the traditions, protocols,
And etiquette of my ancestors.
I will diligently train to achieve harmony of mind, body, and spirit.
I will study the way of hard and soft Chi,
Holding life as the single most precious gift from God.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
A Gathering of the Old School Masters
As the day went on, all of us shared our knowledge with the students and guests present. It turn out to be more of an instructional type of demonstration than just a pure set of demos - this was just great, to hear and see the techniques of these top Masters. Also present was Master Jim Muse and Master Freddie Cruz, whom I have known for years in the tournament circles. More time went by and somehow the mood, context, and theme of the event suddenly changed. Now, the Masters started philosophising, and sharing their inner wisdom with all present. In retrospect, this is exactly what Kidd had in mind, to bring together a gathering of "Old School" Master to share in dialogue their foundations, protocols, and traditions - he certainly accomplished that. It started with Gran Master Bell's flawless demonstration of his system. In between his expertly delivered techniques, his words were more powerful than any strike he demonstrated. Followed by Master Jim Muse, who opened with incredible words of wisdom deeply rooted in his religious believes. So many people forget that Martial Arts is different from any other sports in the world because of it's religious beginnings. You don't have to be a Buddhist to incorporate religion into your art, all you have to do is replace the Buddhist teachings with your own truth, be it Christianity or Muslim. It was obvious that all present understood this fundamental truth, and that a true martial artist was one that harmonized his mind, body, soul, and spirit. I must say that Master Muse really impressed me when he performed his forms, and for those who know me they understand that I "rarely" get impressed. He has matured so much over the years, and finally I see his opponent (you figure that one out).
One of the main reasons I accepted Kidd's invitation was to see one of the Master that I used to enjoy sitting next to at tournaments to judge weapons divisions, and on several occasion I had the pleasure of competing with some of his students, Master Freddie Cruz was still in great shape and in great spirits. It moved me to hear him describe how he has found a relationship with Jesus and now he travels everywhere evangelising his word. There was never any fear in his eyes before, of mortal things at least, but now there is absolute joy in his eyes and reassurance that he's walking with Jesus right now and if tomorrow never comes, he will be with him in heaven - what a powerful full circle embodiment of God's grace.
Now, back to Grand Master Jerry Bell. I remember him as a very humble, yet incredible competitor, as a fighter as well as a Kata competitor. Every time I would see him I know I would see crisp, perfect moves. I didn't know then about his extensive background in several Martial Arts, which he studied all over the world with top Grand Masters. We know now about his successful music and movie Carree, but what always interested me was how this man "got it". The thing that is not written, or hardly taught any more. The thing that always fascinated me about my teachers. That something that separated an excellent practitioner from a true Master of the Martial Arts. My dear brother, you've got it! As I listened to his words of wisdom and saw him move so gracefully, I began to understand how he "got it". There's no magic here, it is really all about self discipline, dedication, respect, and a hunger for knowledge that never stops. I can only imagine how hard it was for him, as an African America, to penetrate the Japanese culture enough to have these top ranked Master teach him. It was also very difficult for me when I started, my teachers were very "old school" traditional Masters - what would I know about any Asian culture? they must of wondered. But I showed them respect, dedication, and adherence to proper Martial Art protocol and etiquette that is rarely seen today - then they believed me, and shared with me their way of life. Grand Master Bell must have done the same, and he is still honoring his teachers by passing their knowledge to his children and students. I never believe in coincidences, I know God speaks to us through many channels, we just have to be receptive to his ways and open in our spirits. When I got home, I played the DVD that Grand Master Bell gave me, which was a documentary on his background and style, filled with many clips and interesting interview. One of the interviews was with a student of his, who said that ". . . Grand Master Bell practices what he teaches us along side of us". A simple statement, that was meant for me. It was like I turned on my mental recorder when he spoke during the seminar, and every word he said registered with me on an interesting plane that I've yet to understand fully. The DVD just solidified some things in my mind. Again, some people are put in our path through life to edify us, guide us, empower us, reassure us, strengthen us, give us hope, and Grand Master Jerry Bell you have made a significant impact in my life in just a couple of hours. Lots of the reasons why are internal to me, and perhaps some day I will have the opportunity to share them with him. I would like to thank Master Kidd Jason for having the vision to bring together to this simple gathering a rare bread of true Masters, who's wisdom is a blessing to all of us. May the seeds planted in all that were present bring forth fruit. 
